It's all i ever wanted really,
the possibility of fixed stars.

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Syahila, 20.

Once you lose yourself, you have two choices. Find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.

Of many things crammed into one.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009, 3:34 PM

I had many things to attend to during my last weekend. Which was kinda good as I could take my mind off things for a little while. Trust me, before this, I was such a mess and I never felt the way i felt that time before. Well, I'm a little okay now but still recuperating.

Thursday
NYP Open House. I swear on that day it was freaking packed with people. Secondary school students and not forgetting the endless foreigners. Sometimes I would think that I'm in a different country, like China-pore instead of Singapore. Irritating. So, back to the open house, i was the SHS tour guide. It was okay. Most of the time, my friend and I just walked out of the tour guide thingy and just wander around the school. Saw Azrika and the boyfriend. They were waiting for Maszuin and all of them went to visit me at SHS. After which, we hung out and went home together. It felt so nice to have company for my train ride all the way to Jurong East. Thanks guys!

Friday
Finally, had the Botanic Garden Party for the January babies. It was themed Barney. That is what I call it as most of the stuff were purple and green. Naz, Ilah and myself were dressed in green whereas the birthday girls were asked to be dressed in purple. After a month of planning, it all went well except for the stubborn candles and sparkiling candles which just won't lit cos of the wind. Still it was quite romantic lah. Haha! We prepared everything ourselves, from the mat, to the food, to the cake and last but not least the very touching cards for them. We ate, played Jenga Girls Talk and had numerous shots all under the full moon. Very nice, I like :)

Belated, Advanced and On The Day birthdays

BSG. The organizing commitee. HAHA!

Jenga Girls Talk

Simple party with the best people
From here onwards, a handful of so many crazy pictures. Brace yourselves. If you all don't want to see, it's fine with me. Hah.
Camera pose
Doll pose
Siao charbor pose
Sexy poseThis a must have, jumping shot.
Girl Power! Haha
Glad they loved it!
Saturday
Was on duty for the open house but I didn't go as I couldn't wake up and was too tired. Instead, I caught up with my sleep. Haven't been getting a good one for quite some time. In mid-afternoon, went to attend Aziela's brother's wedding.
Same age and i look overgrown. Oh, Aziela claimed that she's cute. HAHA!
Sunday
Woke up only in the afternoon. I was having a lazy Sunday. Finished reading Twilight and drowned myself with movies all the way till 2am not forgetting I start attachment the next day. One of the movies I watched was Slumdog Millionaire. You guys just have to watch it. It's a British movie set in Mumbai. It's an amazingly beautiful movie and got them 4 awards at the recent Golden Globe awards. I cannot say enough, MUST WATCH!
Currently, am having my attachment and boy, I've never been to a boring surgical ward. There's only 1 patient in my cubicle and I watch him everytime. So called private nurse -.-
I'm a sucker for not knowing people when they know me. Random i know. Period.