Syahila, 20.

Once you lose yourself, you have two choices. Find the person you used to be or lose that person completely.

I started out the year being lazy. Didn't celebrate NYE as I had no idea where to go. Nothing much happened in the first month.

On early February, Selma was born. 7th Feb to be exact. She was born so healthily and she has grwon so much now. (She is now walking!) She will grow to be a beautiful, smart girl. Besides Selma, nothing significant happened.

March was spent in the hospital. I was on my neverending attachment. Boring, I know. But during the later part of the month, I went to Vienna to visit Selma and family. Also, I visited Prague and i fucking love it. It was the best so far as I got to see beautiful places and amazing people.

April was the month I hated most. I won't disclose it here. All I can say is that hearts got broken, people got angry and sad. That's it.

Nothing much happened in May.

My uncle passed away in June and it was shocking for all of us. It was sudden and everyone was very sad. This, I will not forget.

In July, I got to see a baby being delivered and it was purely amazing. I will never forget the experience.

August was a hooha month for me. Something shocking happened to me that'll be etched in my mind forever. During this time, I felt the care and concern and the importance of family one must have. I would say it was a really crazy month.

September was spent in the hospital again. It was better this time as I got to work with my long-time-no-see bestfriend and it was great.

In October, Selma and family came to Singapore to celebrate Hari Raya with us. Eventhough there was an addition to the family, the number remained the same. Oh, and my age has the number 2 on it already. Haha.

Sweet November wasn't that sweet.

December wasn't that sweet either. The only happening thing was ZoukOut. That also was an okay for me. Other than that, let's just say hearts were broken again.

I don't really have a resolution for the next year cos I'll end up not following them. Isn't it the same for all of us? 2009 is gonna come and I'm looking forward to it cos my sister's getting married and I'm gonna be 21. Adulthood awaits me in 2009. Wonder how will that be like...

HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR AHEAD!!!